mhmm, kk so i was happy for a little time period but now it's gone 10 times worse why? well it might be because my ipod won't turn on and it was full battery, it may be because my itunes won't even open or maybe it's the huge picture! i can't STAND the people i'm around at school, why? well most of them can't even take a hint if you know what i mean? i don't want some people getting me into this shitty drama or making me spill my guts just because i'm considered their friend and also i'm supposed to be able to trust EVERYONE around me now just becuase that makes you popular and not a bitch, i can't even act calm because they either don't understand or they just think i'm pmsing and come back 5 minutes later to bug me! so long story short i'm to the point where i feel like taking a sign with me wherever i go saying 'screw off' and also i seem to have everyone get pissy at me for everything, if i go to sneeze i didn't do it properly if i have a cold i should think of other ppl and not let them catch the cold, like i have any control, to be honest i have no reason anymore to not jump off the balcony except for seeing Taylor and Arren, that's my only reason anymore for not hurting/killing myself, not too good eh?